司礼内监念着冗长的骈文贺词<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我听得昏昏欲睡<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>但膝盖下的青砖却提醒着我这一切还没完<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
好容易等他说完了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我受了金册和金印<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>叩拜过后离开<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>然后又乘着那辆青幔小车前往紫宸殿拜见皇后<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>皇后拖着我的手看我脸色连粉都遮不住的憔悴<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>担忧道：“你气色这样不好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>本宫就不和你说多余的话了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>快乘车回宫去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>叫太医来看看吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
“是<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”这个时候我也不跟她客套<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>谢恩之后便走出紫宸殿<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>只是我才步下阶梯<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>就觉腹中微凉<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>双腿一软<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>就要向前扑倒<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>好在春分和刘有余眼明手快<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>双双拖住我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我这才没跌倒<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
我额上渗出汗珠<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>咬牙喘息着说道：“快……快回宫<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分和刘有余焦急万分<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>忙扶我上了车<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>只是一到车上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我却更觉不安<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>竟隐隐有些昏聩<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>忍不住“哇”的一声将早上所食都吐了出来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>春分在外喊道：“娘娘再忍一会儿<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>马上就到了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>奴婢已命人去请沈太医来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>您不会有事的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
下体又热流涌出<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我伸手一摸<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>触手鲜红<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我心中大惊<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>低声喊道：“她们好狠<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”身子一歪<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>晕了过去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
扑鼻的苦涩药香中<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我挣扎着张开眼<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>第一反应就是手伸向小腹：“孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分跪在我床前<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>急急说道：“孩子还在<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>孩子还在<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>娘娘<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>您没事了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>孩子也没事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我心下稍安<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>但仍不敢完全相信<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>撑着身子想坐起来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>春分忙按住我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>道：“您现在不能起来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>沈太医刚才给您诊脉的时候说了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>虽然孩子暂时没事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>但是您下红不止<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>要卧床休息<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>不能大意<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我忙问：“那孩子到底是……”
春分给我掖了掖被子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>柔声道：“没事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>孩子真的保住了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>不过您现在必须喝保胎药<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>若能止住下红<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>就安然无恙<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我有些恍惚<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>用手轻轻抚摸着小腹<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>道：“只要能保住这个孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>喝再多苦药都没关系<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>春分<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>沈太医可曾说是为什么吗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分眉间闪过一丝犹疑<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>我只管望着她<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>她知道瞒不过我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>只好告诉了我：“娘娘所乘坐的青幔小车的软垫上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>被人放置了去除了香味的草红花干花<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>且分量不轻<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>草红花痛经活血<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>直侵入体<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>渗入血脉之中<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>所以娘娘才会……好在娘娘只是坐了几个来回<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>若是时间再久些<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>恐怕后果不堪设想<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我握紧双拳<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>咬牙问道：“可知道是谁么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分摇头：“青幔小车是由尚服局的司仗司准备的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>不知其中经过多少人的手<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>真要查下去恐怕牵涉甚广<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>况且<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>幕后之人既然做了这种事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>恐怕早就想好退路了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>娘娘<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>还记得先前的小富贵么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我深深吸一口气<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>闭上眼道：“我明白你的意思<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>想害我的人<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>想害我孩子的人<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>左右不过那几个<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>慢说查不到她们头上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>即便查到了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>最后死的也不过是个奴才<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我明白<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>我明白的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
皇后<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>郑贵妃<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>抑或是和妃<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>甚至<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>连启恒也脱不了嫌疑<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
可<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>查得到她们头上吗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>查到了又如何<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我的孩子并没有失去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>而启恒巴不得我没有这个孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>所以<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>最后受伤的还是我罢了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
谷雨端着保胎药进来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>我二话不说<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>闭着眼就喝了下去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>今时不同往日<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>从前我害怕苦药<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>现在为了这个孩子能活下去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>我不再惧怕<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
喝完我就继续休息<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>一天十二个时辰<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>我有十一个半时辰躺在床上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>只因我知道<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>如果现在不好好养着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>就算孩子能熬到平安生产<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>也会有不小的损伤<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
黄昏散漫的夕阳透过茜纱窗射进来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>我睁开眼看到那个高大的身影伫立在齐腰的窗前<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315143/12786725/)'></span>他的身子有一半隐在阴影里<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>半明半暗的侧脸如刀刻般刚毅<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>他的背影挺拔如松<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>玄色的大袖常服让他的背影看起来颇有帝王霸气<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>即便是一个背影<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>也能让甚嚣尘上的世间为他臣服<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
他似乎觉察到我的目光<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>缓缓转过身<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>对上我的眸<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>他的脸背光<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>因此我看不清他面上的表情<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>但我想<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>大概又是刻板的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>没有一丝柔和弧度的生硬<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
我在心底叹了口气<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>转过头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>不再看他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
他却走到我面前<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>坐在床边<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>问道：“阿娆<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>你不想看到朕吗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我轻轻叹息<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>问道：“皇上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>您来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>是为了什么呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
他道：“朕来看看你<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
唇畔勾起寒凉笑意<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>道：“皇上是来看臣妾的骨血是不是流尽了吗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
他勃然变色<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>怒道：“你<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>你知道自己在说什么吗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>你腹中骨肉也是朕的孩子啊<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我泪盈于睫<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>咬牙忍着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>冷哼道：“是<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>可什么父亲能对自己的孩子下狠手呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
他倒吸一口气<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>语气里有可怕的刀锋：“你以为是朕<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>你、你怎能这样以为<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>阿娆<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>这是你跟我的孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
我不知道是不是他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>我只是在试探<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
我希望不是他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
我希望我们之间最后一点温情不要被抹杀<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
如果是他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>如果是他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>这个假设太可怕<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
不让我怀有孩子和意图杀死我的孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>这个区别太大了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>我不愿意承受<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
他扣住我的手腕<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>沉声道：“朕已命人处死了那日碰过车的所有奴才<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>不管是谁<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>朕都宁枉勿纵<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
是宁枉勿纵<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315148/12786725/-)'></span>还是为幕后真凶做掩饰呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>
我大概永远不会知道答案了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>可是现在<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>我仍要靠着他的庇佑才行<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>
“启恒<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>我求你……”一瞬间<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>泪水崩塌<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>我再也忍不住<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>“看在你我的情分上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>看在这孩子是你幼子的情分上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>我求你<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>我求你了……”
他用手轻轻拭去我的泪水<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>许久<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>他郑重点头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>道：“我会护着你<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>护着孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>一定让他平安出世<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>一定<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>”
他愿意给我承诺<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>我便信他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>
七日之后<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>我的下红之症止住<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>沈七来请脉之后表示<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>孩子和我都没有大碍了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>以后只要不出大问题<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>孩子健康出世是没问题的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>
我放下心来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>只是我刚出了病中<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>就听到皇上宠幸了一个沁春园的莳花宫女<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>破格封了七品御女<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315153/12786725/)'></span>且连宠了她三日<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315133/12786725/-)'></span>一时成为后宫中议论的焦点<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143315138/12786725/-)'></span>