“皇上、皇上您不可以进去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”隐隐约约的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>似乎听到江守全的声音<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>他在拦着皇上不让他进来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>皇上进来干什么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>这里是产房<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>血腥之地<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>他是不是来夺去我孩子的命<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>不可以<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>不可以<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我不会让任何人夺走我的孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
“用力啊娘娘<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>孩子的头就要出来了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
稳婆的话给了我莫大的鼓励<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我拼尽全身最后的力气……如果我今生注定逃不掉死亡的命运<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我愿用我的重生换我的孩子一世平安<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
载德二十年十月初七晚<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>皇十二子诞<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
我望着枕边如猫咪一样幼小的儿子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>唇边溢满了甜甜的笑意<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>这是我的孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>活了两世<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我终于有自己的孩子了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>虽然<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>他并不足月生<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>他的体型比一般初生儿要小好多<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>但好歹他活了下来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我也活了下来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
我知道<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>今后我还有很长一段路走<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我要护着这个羸弱的孩子走在满是荆棘的路上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>让他不再受一点伤害<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
春分端来一碗甜糯米酒<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>笑道：“娘娘醒了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>太医开了膳食方子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>以后奴婢就用这方子给娘娘准备月子里的膳食了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>先把这碗米酒喝了吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”我依言喝下<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>春分又道：“因娘娘是早产<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>所以小皇子的奶娘还没有找好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>不过娘娘也不用太担心<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>皇后已经命尚宫局全力挑选了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我看着睡得正香的儿子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>摇摇头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>轻柔却坚定的说：“我不要奶娘<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我要亲自哺育我的儿子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分大惊：“娘娘不可啊<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>这不合规矩<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我轻轻揉着我的乳\房<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>以此来减轻胀痛<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>也希望能让乳汁更好的分泌<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>然后说：“待会儿沈七来了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我会让他准备一些催奶的食物<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>孩子……很快会饿的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分欲言又止<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>我就这样静静的看着她<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>她无声叹息<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>只得应下了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
沈七照常来给我把脉<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>道：“还好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>娘娘的身子骨还算健朗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>不过还是需要滋补<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>皇子殿下也是<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>所以<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>必须让奶娘吃药化作乳汁给小皇子服下<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我打断他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>说：“没有奶娘<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>我自己来哺育他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>所以只要我来喝药就好了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>你给我开的膳食<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>能不能再加一些催奶的方子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
沈七怔愣的看着我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>又回头看了看春分<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>春分对他无奈的摇摇头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
正踌躇间<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>外面报皇上来了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我看了下时辰<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>大约是刚下朝<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
启恒昂首阔步的走进来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>身姿挺拔<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>面沉如水<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span><spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>并不像一个喜获新生的父亲<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>好像事情与他无关似的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
周围的人都对他跪拜行礼<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>他看着我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>让他们起来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>问道：“什么事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我微笑着说：“臣妾想请旨<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>亲自哺育十二皇子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分脸色大变<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>看着我的目光里很是焦急<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>然后又瞥向启恒<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>启恒看了我好一会儿<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>又看了看襁褓里的孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>道：“你喜欢就好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我展颜一笑<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>又道：“不知道皇上什么时候给咱们的小十二赐名呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>几位皇子可都是一出生就有名字的呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
他面色尴尬<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>一副不知该如何回答的样子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
我几不可闻的轻哼一声<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>就知道会这样<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>他既然不期望这孩子的降生<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>又怎会在他降生的第一时间赐名呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>当初的大皇子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>二皇子等<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>哪个不是还在母亲腹中的时候就翻了好几次说文解字的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>轮到我的孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>就这样被轻慢了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>
我望着他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>唇边又泛起幽幽笑意<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>道：“皇上一时想不起也没什么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>臣妾等皇上斟酌好了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>只是臣妾想了想<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>这孩子是皇上的幼子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>又是臣妾千辛万苦才得来的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>总不能就这样小十二的叫着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>不如先叫个乳名吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
他淡淡说道：“随便你了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>你喜欢叫什么就叫什么吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我低头看着孩子甜香的睡着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>一张小脸儿瓷白如玉<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>脱口说道：“就叫玉儿吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
他顺着我的目光也看向孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>无端叹口气<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>说：“好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>就叫玉儿<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我笑着说：“皇上先回去换件衣服吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
他点头离开<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>我继续躺下陪伴我的孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>他一定很累<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>所以除了刚出生时哭了一阵<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>随后就一直睡着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>沈七说<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>他在母体里的时间不够<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>现在还需要休息<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>好在初生婴儿还能坚持一段时间<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>希望这段时间里我的乳汁能分泌出来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>
夏至很快将催奶的食物做好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>我吃了睡下<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>被孩子的哭声惊醒<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>我忙坐起来把他抱在怀里哄着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>他的哭声是那么微弱<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>哭得我是如此心碎<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>
“娘娘<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>殿下是不是饿了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”春分小心的提醒道<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>
我真是糊涂了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>他肯定是饿了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>早产儿没有足月婴儿体质好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564593/12786725/-)'></span>坚持不了那么久<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>我忙解开衣襟把乳凑到他嘴边<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>他含住之后用力的吸吮着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>我也在频频揉捏<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>但是仍旧没有乳汁<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>孩子急得又大哭起来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>
我也急了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>忙道：“怎么回事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>怎么还不出奶<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>不是说生完孩子就会有奶的吗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
春分等人都是未经人事的女子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>哪里知道这些<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>只能去找沈七<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>可是沈七毕竟是男子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>男女有别<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>我们只见隔着帷幕<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>孩子的哭声虽然微弱却持续着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>
“还有没有别的办法<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>他力气太小<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>吸不出来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”我快哭了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>一边看着怀里哇哇大哭的儿子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>一面手足无措<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>
沈七的声音很是尴尬<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>道：“娘娘是经络不通<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>只能靠外力疏通<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>所以……若是娘娘执意要自己喂养<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>还是让人先……先疏通经络吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
“怎么疏通<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>你快说<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
“这……”他微一踟蹰<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>我便要发怒<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>他只好说道：“让人用力吸吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我不由面色绯红<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>可是看着我的孩子……一咬牙<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>看向春分等人<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>她们都红着脸低下头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>我刚说两个字：“你们……”外面就唱报皇上来了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>我很明显感到所有人都松了口气<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>
“听说孩子一直哭<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>吃不了奶<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>怎么回事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”他皱着眉<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>一脸严肃的走了进来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>沈七立马低声报告了情况<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>我不敢看他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>怕他因此不肯让我哺育孩子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>但我仍能感觉得到他如利剑般的目光盯着我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564588/12786725/)'></span>沈七说完之后<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564598/12786725/)'></span>他冷冷道：“你们都下去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
一阵窸窣之声<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564603/12786725/-)'></span>众人退下<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564603/12786725/-)'></span>他坐到床边<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564603/12786725/-)'></span>道：“宁愿饿着孩子也不愿让奶娘来哺育么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>”
我的眼泪簌簌而下<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564603/12786725/-)'></span>这孩子来的太不容易了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564603/12786725/-)'></span>我只是一味的惧怕<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349143564583/12786725/-)'></span>