启悯和高氏于九月订亲<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>只是问名、纳吉等程序走下来也得有个大半年<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>启悯向皇上请旨<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>想将婚期安排在高氏及笄之后<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>这样一来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>他们的婚期便定在了明年的腊月<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>有足够的时间准备了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
皇后虽然没能如愿以偿将远房侄女儿嫁给启悯<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>但却在无意中将高氏的婚事定了下来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>只要高氏不嫁给哪位皇子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>皇后与和妃等都不会有太大的意见<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
而我这段时间则兴冲冲的教玉儿说话<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
只因那天我听到从他口中发出类似“母”的一个音节<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我就兴奋的不知所以了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>整天抱着他教他说“母妃”这个词<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>可是让我失望的是<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>这之后他再没有发出过那个音节<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>而我也不气馁<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>每天都在他耳边说好久<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>希望他能记得这个发音<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>能在开口说话的第一时间<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>对我说出这个词<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
我想象着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>当他对我说出那个词的时候<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我一定高兴的热泪盈眶吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
这期间还发生了一件事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>沈七的家人给他定了一门亲事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>却不知怎么婚期定的很急<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>就定在了十月中旬<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>也不知这门婚事是早就说好的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>还是为了避免什么才匆匆定下的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
春分的情绪因此十分低落<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我心中虽然知道她对沈七有情<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>但这样的事我并不能为她做主<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>一来沈家已先一步给沈七定了亲<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>二来也没有妃嫔将自己身边的宫女赐给大臣做正妻的先例<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>就算赏给了大臣<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>也只有为妾侍的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我不想委屈春分<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
可是看着春分往日含笑的嘴角现在没有一丝涟漪<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我心里也不好受<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>等到四下无人的时候<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我拉着她的手说：“这世间好男儿多的是<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>也许他并不是你的良配<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>春姐姐<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>以后你会遇到更好的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
她苦涩的一笑<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>道：“不会了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>人生最美好的时刻无外乎情窦初开<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他于我如此<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>我于他亦是如此<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>过了这个时候<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>就再也找不到原来的感觉了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
“你们……”
“娘娘不知道我们的事吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>那是好几年前了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>当时我刚刚进宫<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>还是个不谙世事的小丫头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>被分在尚食局司药<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>经常会去药园那里拿东西<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>就是在那里认识了他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>他当时也很青涩<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>我第一次见他时<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他正和药园的老人争辩着一味草药的药性<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他争得面红耳赤的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>我看着有趣就停下来看着他笑<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>他看到我在笑他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>就不再说什么了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>悻悻的离开<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
第二次见他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他还在钻研那味草药<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>没想到他竟然傻得自己去尝试<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>然后……他就晕倒了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我吓了一跳<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>又不敢惊动别人<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>只能在他身边守着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他迷迷糊糊间指了一味解药让我去弄来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>我笨手笨脚的伤到了手<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>救醒他之后<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他给我上了止血散<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>还帮我包扎了一下……”
她在说这些时<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>脸上出现了温柔的神色<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>沉浸在对过往美好爱情的回忆里<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我从未见过这样的春分<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>她在我身边一直是睿智的、坚强的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>可是现在的她<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>才真正像一个小女人<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
“可惜<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>后来我被拨到内廷<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>他去了太医署<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>就很少见面了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>没想到因为娘娘的缘故<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>我们又见到了对方<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>说起来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>要对娘娘道歉<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>请娘娘原谅我隐瞒了这么久<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”说着<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>她跪下给我磕头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
我扶她起来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>叹道：“可是我最终什么也没能为你们做<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
她笑着摇摇头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>说：“这也是命中注定的事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>其实他跟我说过<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>要向娘娘要我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>我没答应<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>他大概会去跟家人说了吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>谁知……呵呵<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>我早说了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>我只是个宫女<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
“春<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>我不喜欢你这样的语气说自己<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>你不是一个普通的宫女<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>不要把自己看轻好吗<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>你这么聪明<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>还很漂亮<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>只有你能帮到我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>而我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>我也很信任你<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”我正色对她说道<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
她故作轻松的笑道：“有娘娘的信任<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>奴婢还求什么呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>这下也好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>奴婢就能安心留在娘娘身边啦<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
她虽然是笑着的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>可是眸中泪花闪烁<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>我心底也闷闷的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>除了安慰她<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>我也无力改变什么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
之后沈七再来请平安脉的时候<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082714/12786725/)'></span>春分都借故离开<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>沈七有好几次欲言又止<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>我却没有给他任何提示<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>只能说他们有缘无分吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>再纠缠又有什么意思呢<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>不如早早的断了念想<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>也不至于拖泥带水弄得大家都痛苦<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>
沈七诊脉之后并不急着离去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>我看着他<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>他只垂头不说话<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>我轻轻叹息<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>让周围的人都退下去<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>他这才从怀里拿出一个翡翠手镯来<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>那手镯成色极好<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>青翠欲滴<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>一看就不是凡品<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他把玉镯放在我手边<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>道：“麻烦娘娘将此物交给春分姑娘<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>”
我蹙眉：“你这是什么意思<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
沈七深吸一口气<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>对上我的眼睛<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>说：“这是我母亲的陪嫁<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>我母亲让我将这个送给我的妻子<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>”
我道：“那么你应该遵从你母亲的意思<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>把这个留给你即将过门的夫人<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>”
“不<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>”他苦笑着摇头<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>说道<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>“这不是给我名义上的妻子的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>而是给我心目中的妻子的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>是给我喜欢的人的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>”
我愣了愣<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>他略施一礼<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>头也不回的走了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>
我摩挲着触手生温的手镯<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>心中感慨万千：这世上的痴男怨女啊<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
因这桩事<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>去启恒那里时<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>我便有些心不在焉<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>他问我怎么了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>我支支吾吾的搪塞他说：“玉儿下个月就过周岁生日了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>连个正经名字都没有<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
他竟然有些恍惚的说：“是么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>玉儿这么快就满一周岁了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>”
我不由气结<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>狠狠坐在他怀里嗔道：“玉儿到底是不是你亲生儿子啊<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”
他搂住我<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>笑道：“知道了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>不就是取个名字么<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>朕现在就来给他取个名字<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>玉儿<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082719/12786725/-)'></span>嗯……玉儿……你的玉儿<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>朕的玉儿<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>咱们的玉儿……”
我听他嘴里胡说八道<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>把玩着御案上的镇纸<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>瞥到一旁明黄绸缎上的玉玺<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>便道：“尔玉为玺<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>玺这个字也不错啊<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>佑玺<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>为他的父皇和皇兄保卫江山<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>守护玉玺<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>皇上<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>您看……”
启恒眸色深沉<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>我心中一突<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>
“你先回去吧<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>”他淡淡道<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>
我离了他的怀抱<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>躬身施礼：“臣妾告退<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>”
我心中满是悔意<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>真不该说出这个名字的<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>惹得他疑心不快<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082704/12786725/)'></span>自此之后<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082724/12786725/)'></span>我便不再主动提起玉儿的名字了<spancss='character'style='baage:url(/ig/1349144082709/12786725/-)'></span>